My every word feels like a pin
Stuck in and out of your skin
I know I have to be
I do not want to be
But how can I prevent the hurt
If you turn all my love to dirt?
I always have to be
I’m just tired to be
When you fumble through my heart
Try and tear it down, and apart
How can I ever show
I am caring?
How can I still be sure
I am feeling?
If you destroy the foundations I laid
And the wreaths that I have made
To lace your life to mine, and to heal
All of the wounds that you conceal.
I really tried to be
But it has come to be
To resist the waves of your silence
To fight your storms of defiance
I am starting to feel
But I guess you could not